Are you kidding me.

Its Saturday, April 10th. I go to the mailbox to see a letter from my sleep study. I was excited, because that meant the Bariatric clinic got their copy and thats one more thing I can cross off my list.............NNNNOOOOOTTTTT. My results say I have sleep apnea! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME???? What does this mean? Well it means I have to go back for another sleep study wearing a CPAP (mask that pushes out air while you sleep). It also means its pushes my surgery farther away. I have to wear this darn thing for 30 days before they will do my surgery. I am SHOCKED. I really don't think I have sleep apnea. Is it a way for the clinic (sleep study clinic) to make more money? It says I have mild sleep apnea, and that the test wasn't conclusive because it happened early in the morning and not enough time to complete the test. BULL CRAP! I really dont believe it. I think its just a way to profit from my military insurance. THIS is why all the testing should be done at the military hospital. I seriously believe it.
So this is a set back for my dedication to getting everything done in the two weeks that I had planned. UGH! I am really disappointed. And I will be even more so if I can't get another appointment soon. I really am saddened by this. Just when you think its all working out the way you want it to.
My Psych appointment is Monday afternoon. I am not worried about it. The only thing that bothers me is the 45 minute drive to the other side of San Antonio that I have to make. Good Lord I wish all my testing could be done at one hospital. But there again, nothing worth having comes easy. I just keep telling myself not to get frustrated, now when will I start listening?